December 16, 2004

• I’ve always “felt” guilty for making my needs a priority… always “felt” guilty if I didn’t say “yes” to everyone… always “felt” inadequate if I wasn’t doing so much for others… always “felt”… but that’s what they were…things I “felt” but not reality.

  
  

  I’m moving onto the next step of what God began in me since the Alaska Mission trip… it was a time of brokeness and pruning, but the Lord is preparing me for growth now.

  
  

  It is okay to make my needs a priority.  I don’t always have to say “yes” to everyone.  I don’t have to “feel inadequate” for not doing enough for others… I don’t have to “feel” anything, but it is time to “know” truths and live them more completely. 

  
  

  Even as I write this entry, I “feel” selfish, but I “know” otherwise…  I’ve also always “felt” guilty for asking people to pray for me, but that is just foolishness.  So, brothers and sisters who are reading this, please remember me in your prayers as you are led to pray AND please don’t hesitate to send me prayer requests also, as I will diligently lift them to the Lord.  God bless each and everyone of you wonderful people ^___^

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