May 11, 2008

• …a little exclamation question mark

  I remember the days when Xanga had higher priority; in fact, I paid for a lifetime membership. LOL

  Partly, my desire to write an entry has something to do with God working in me… So, I guess that means it’s been a while since I was humble enough to receive something profound from the Father, not that God hasn’t been working on me all this time.

  …today, while listening to the worship team practice, a sudden rush of emotion followed by eyes welling up with tears… I was like, “Whoa… what was that?!?!” thus the “exclamation question mark”. It’s as if the Holy Spirit was saying, “It’s about time you knucklehead [chuckle].”

  I think we go through cycles of hardening and softening of the heart, but hopefully, with each cycle, our hearts grow a bit softer and a little less harder.

  John Maxwell says that people with soft hearts are happier, healthier and live longer [according to one of his medical sources] so it’s in our best interest to let things go and let God do His thing… harboring hurts and offenses in the “secret places” of our hearts only serves to be detrimental factors that harm us in the end.

  There must be some truth to that saying, “Ignorance is bliss”, but not that we should be ignorant, but rather, forgetful and forgiving of the offenses against our person.

  God is good.

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