Month: July 2005

  • A dear brother of mine, Johnathan Sim [World Vision], is undergoing brain surgery this morning.  Please pray for him and his family [wife Kelly and 2 beautiful kids as well as parents].  If you want to join the Living Faith Community Church in fasting and prayer, that would also be very much appreciated. 

  • and when reality hits, it all seems a distant dream…
    but it was just moments ago.

  • two of the most deadly weapons ever conceived by man/woman:


    1. the pointing finger
    2. the accusing glare


  • It’s a struggle at times…


    making the right choices.


    It would seem a no-brainer to choose the right things;


    it’s not, at least not for me.


    I am a coward


    in the strangest of moments.


     


    But…


    I’m so thankful for the things God is bringing into my life


    And it’s so clear that it’s Him…


    …and there are things that make me wonder if it is God


    but I doubt because I had to question if it was Him or not.


    Because, I don’t believe in circumstance


    I’m a hopeless romantic who believes in things like…


    fate and destiny…


    an idealist.


     


    At the same time, our power to choose freely is at work


    and I am ultimately responsible for the consequences


    of my choices to act or not.


    …learning to be a realist.


     


    Nothing is guaranteed in life,


    Except the love of God – unconditional


    and the salvation that results


    from accepting Him as my Lord and Savior.


    My sins are washed away


    And I am a new creation.


    God is good.


     


    …just some thoughts circulating in my mind.


     



     

  • I’ve been up for 23 hours…


    Lord, lay me down to rest now.


    God is good.


     

  • It was a glorious sunrise…


    …to continue this journey of finite destinations.


    Amazed by You
    as You dance over me…


     

  • I came home today and just blasted my music… Maroon 5 is the shiznit.  Fo’ shizzuh.  I felt like jumping around and felt like dancing…


    so I did. 


    God is good.


     

  • God is good… He’s so good to me

  • On days like this one…


    Norah Jones is singing to me…
    leaning back in my chair
    with my feet kicked up on my desk…


    crap, here comes my boss.

  • What is it about the human condition that requires learning to take place the hard way?  “If only…” words that rouse so many emotions in me, I can’t begin to describe the going’s on inside. 


     


    I need healing…


         …but only need to reach out and touch His cloak. 


    I need guidance…


         …but only need to listen as well as obey His voice.


    I need uplifting…


         …but only need to ask, “Help” and be within grasp of His hand.


    I need purpose…


         …but only need to answer “Yes” to His commission…


     


    …His commission uniquely designed for each citizen-to-be of Heaven.


     


    Answers to our needs are there… but always the tendency to ask the trivial questions about “me” and petition for what I think are needs.  “If only…” I’d concede every time to the Spirit’s leading…


     


    Lord,


    Let not my heart drift from yours,


    even a little.


    Keep me near that I may know


    the desires of Your Heart


    for those around me


    and me.


     


    It is love and always love


    and for each to have his fill of it.


     


    May my heart and mind be a blend


    of love without conditions
    grace without expectations
    centered on


    the Lover of my soul.


     


    Lack of worth ineffable;


    deserving only death,


    anything good in life


    is a perfect


    gift.



    Mercy me.